Well phase one of work will be over on saturday. I been working like crazy and tommorw i have a test at work. Passing and failing will determine if i become an asst. mngr or get fired. 0.o but i'm not so worried.
I need to be more patient and more serious i think, though i'm accused of either being too serious or too rightious,
is that possible? to be to rightious i mean?
my mom accuses me along with my elder sister of being to rightious along with almost all of my family members.
At work people think me much too serious, i mean you're at work, aren't you suuposed to be serious?
eh who knows

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You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle prescence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy
and loyal to your friends but prone to
depression and negative thinking.

Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season


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So at work, at the drive-though, i saw this guy who looked just like my dad a few weeks before he died.. He had the air tube hooked up to his nose, and his stomach was so big, it was almost touching the steering wheel, .. I almost started to cry, and i'm one of those though cookies who belives that if i show emotion its like showing weakness.. i know its not right, but thats just what i think about me.
Ugh, its so on my mind and i can't stop thinking about it..
Anyways i didn't have to take the test, i think my GM forgot, ;-/ oh well. After this last week i goto lake Zurich. meh, 5 miles from my house roughly. so not too bad.

i passed that test at work, got a 95% so starting tuesday i goto a diff store to start phase 2 of 3.
I'm seriouslly thinking about moving the phuck outta 'my mom's house' she is really being.. i don't know. :-/

I woke up at 4 am the past 2 days and was at work at 6am, to 4.30 pm. I was in class for 2 mins till i realized i forgot my book so i walked out i'm sorry i know i'm a horrible kid. I didn't mean to forget it. Navjot broght my bag to work and picked me up. I got to school at 4.50 and my class starts at 5.pm. its 5.21 right now. not like i'm missing anything anyway and besides i'm really tired. i told raw i'd talk to him today, but i don't know if i'll be able to

My life is rated PG-13.
What is your life rated?

September notes: a entry i found on my comp for a while back

What do you say to someone when they ask you 'how are you' when nothing is right? This past month has proven to be a heavy load. 2 weeks and 3 days after my dad died, (July 12, RIP) my grandfather passed away, (RIP) and then my grandmother had a heart attack. I, myself, have no desire to eat, for when I do my stomach will forcefully to toss it right back out. And so, my doctor had me take tests at the hospital, a few blood tests and a UGI only to find out I have bacteria in my blood and stomach that can easily turn into cancer. So they are working on the stomach bacteria I suppose, by making me take pills that have some heavy side
effects. Not so terrible, but they do take a toll on what little energy I have. The blood reports also stated that I have ainema -- the thing that happens when you don't have enough iron in your blood. I started my classes: a Shakesphere class, computer class and speech class. Comp class starts in Sept on sundays which is nice beacuse then my mom can't try and drag me to any 'events' that her friends try and hold. It seems as if everyone is over with my dad's death. Everyone but me. For some reason. At first i keep thinking that he just went on a trip and will be back. But now i know he left me for good, and so has my grandfather. 2 of the 3 people that i love, admire, listen to and they listen to me, have left me by myself. I suppose i'm not really by myself, with my siblings, mom, neice, nephew, grandma and cousin

But why do i feel so by myself? Why doesn't anyone listen to me like my dad did, i suppose noone can really fill another person's shoes, not in a lifetime. As it stands today, my uncle in India wants to arrange my wedding. >_< it does seem as if my whole life is based on other people's wishes at times. What if i don't want to get married? Do i truley have a choice or say? I think that there could seriously be so many things with that. Sometimes i don't like what other people do and they way they act, and how they only do things selfishly for theselfs, for better or worse. And sometimes i speak up about it, and then get blamed for being to rightous. How can you be "too rightious" and how can you make it sound like a bad thing? So what is wrong with me thinking that everyone has a soul, and that its not fair to stomp on people whom aren't able to defend themselves. Truley, i'm not sure whats wrong with it, other then the fact that maybe excuses are self-abuses, or something. It looks like this will be a long month with my elder sister's politics, and her two kids that are both too young, the girl, mt neice, will be 7 months old and tmy nephew is almost 2. My delima here is that i can't really do much beacuse i have to, or 'am supposed to' watch them. Somehow something seems wrong to me about that.. and my mom thinks i should move out. Hurray for me. I would love to move out, only my cousin isn't letting me. And so i'm stuck for another month, hoping to find a new adventures and hoping for the ability to conquer each day, better then i have conquered in the past. If the door is locked, make a window i suppose. Ah well, Keep your chin up and stay vibical.

what to think. I started my phi class today, and its not really what i hoped i guess, it seems a ton easier then i had expected it to be i think.

I'm working on my pages and they are in the prosses of being updated so please hold on.

Need to finish my shakespear paper, need to do homework, need to goto work.

Ugh.

This hack will check member posts on login and if members posts reached the promoted posts in xmb_ranks table will
send an u2u or email (you can make it as you like) to memeber telling him that he's reached xxx posts and promoted to the
xxx posts rank...

Compatibility: XMB v1.8, XMB v1.8 sp1

Code Designed By: FREEWILL46

Notice: Posting or distributing this hack, without permission from the author, is not permitted.

NOtE: If you want the email option just edit this line ...
//mail("$email",

remove the // on the begining and add it to
$ssend = $db->query("INSERT

the first option will look like this

mail("$email",

and the second will look like this

//$ssend = $db->query("INSERT


edit misc.php

find:

switch($action){
case 'login':
if(!$loginsubmit) {
NOW GO DOWN AND FIND

$currtime = time() + (86400*30);
$username = $member[username];

AND ADD BELOW THIS CODE


// BEGIN USER POSTS CHECk
$rquery = $db->query("SELECT * FROM $table_ranks WHERE title !='Super Administrator' AND title !='Administrator' AND title !='Super Moderator' AND title !='Moderator' ORDER BY posts");
while($mrank = $db->fetch_array($rquery)) {
$title = $mrank['title'];
$rposts = $mrank['posts'];
$reachnum = $member['postnum'];
$mname = $member['username'];
$email = $member['email'];

if($reachnum != $rposts) {
$send = 0;
}
if($reachnum == $rposts) {
$send = 1;
}

$subject = "congratulations";
$message = "Hello $mname, this message from $bbname\n\n";
$message .= "congratulations... You have reached the $reachnum posts and you are promoted to $title\n\n";
$message .= "Thank you ..for spending your time on our $bbname forum\n\n";
$message .= "________________________________________________\n";
$message .= "Regards $bbname";
if($send == 1) {
$ssend = $db->query("INSERT INTO $table_u2u VALUES('', '$mname', '$bbname', '" . time() . "', '$subject', '$message', 'inbox', 'yes', 'no')");
$db->query("UPDATE $table_members SET postnum = $reachnum+1 WHERE username='$username'");
//mail("$email", "$subject", "$mname,\n\n$message", "From: $bbname <$adminemail>\nX-Sender: <$adminemail]>\nX-Mailer: PHP\nX-Priority: 2\nReturn-Path: <$adminemail>\nContent-Type: text/plain; charset=ASCII\n");
}
}
// END USER POSTS CHECk

That's all

This will add a quick register block for Ultimate Portal ......

Code Designed By: FREEWILL46

Notice: Posting or distributing this hack, without permission from the author, is not permitted.



EDIT PORTAL.php

FIND :

if (!$xmbuser OR $xmbuser == ""){
eval("$portal_welcome = "".template("portal_guest")."";");
}

REPLACE IT WITH:

if (!$xmbuser OR $xmbuser == ""){
if($emailcheck != "on") {
eval("$pwtd = "".template("member_quick_reg_password")."";");
}
eval("$portal_welcome = "".template("portal_guest")."";");
eval("$portal_welcome .= "".template("member_quick_reg")."";");

}


CREATE member_quick_reg TEMPLATE

ADD:

$pwtd » Quick Register - $lang_required $lang_textusername $lang_textemail

CREATE member_quick_reg_password TEMPLATE

ADD:



$lang_textpassword






$lang_textretypepw



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THis is a fix for shoutbox will give you the abilitiy to config the max display messages..
and how many messages will auto delete when reach the max messages...


RUN IN UPGRADE:


ALTER TABLE xmb_portal_config ADD maxm smallint(5) NOT NULL default '0';
ALTER TABLE xmb_portal_config ADD autodelete smallint(5) NOT NULL default '0';

UPDATE xmb_portal_config SET maxm='20';
UPDATE xmb_portal_config SET autodelete='5';


EDIT portal_admin

FIND:

portal_postsnull = '$_POST[postsnull]'


REPLACE IT WITH

portal_postsnull = '$_POST[postsnull]',
maxm ='$_POST[maxm]',
autodelete='$_POST[autodelete]'


EDIT p_admin_settings template


FIND:


$lang_topmembers:





ADD BELOW :



Max messages (shout box):




Auto delete messages (shout
box):





EDIT shout.php

FIND:


$query = $db->query("SELECT count(*) FROM $table_portal_shoutbox");
$fim = $db->result($query, 0);
$inicio = $fim - 15;
if ($inicio <0)
{
$inicio = 0;
}

$query = $db->query("SELECT * FROM $table_portal_shoutbox ORDER BY id DESC LIMIT $inicio, $fim");


REPLACE IT WITH :


$pquery = $db->query("SELECT count(*) FROM $table_portal_shoutbox");
$posts = $db->result($pquery, 0);
$max = $P[maxm];
$delete = $P[autodelete];
if($posts > $max){
$db->query("DELETE FROM $table_portal_shoutbox WHERE $posts > $max LIMIT $delete");
}

$query = $db->query("SELECT * FROM $table_portal_shoutbox ORDER BY id DESC LIMIT 0, $max");

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[1.8 Release] Forum Info v1.0

Description: This hack gives you a basic tool to review the status of information on your board.

Example: Inactive Members, Total staff, total u2us, total read u2us, total members, board build, board version, how many are online, Total Threads, total posts, total active forums, total forums

Original Code Designed By: Eagle1
New Code Design By: Firewalker @ xmbsource.co.uk

Note: Posting or Distributing this hack without the consent of the author is not permitted.

Note 2: Backup all effected files bthis hack for your own safety before proceeding please!

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Step 1:

Open File: English.lang.php (or other lang file if different)

Find Code:

?>

Add Code Above & Save:

//Forum Info Lang Start
$lang_finfo_foruminfo = "Forum Info";
$lang_finfo_boardvers = "Board Version:";
$lang_finfo_boardbld = "Board Build:";
$lang_finfo_totalforums = "Total Forums:";
$lang_finfo_activeforums = "Active Forums:";
$lang_finfo_totalmems = "Total Members:";
$lang_finfo_totalthreads = "Total Threads:";
$lang_finfo_totalposts = "Total Posts:";
$lang_finfo_totalu2us = "Total U2Us:";
$lang_finfo_guestsonline = "Guests Online:";
$lang_finfo_membersonline = "Members Online:";
$lang_finfo_admins = "Administrators:";
$lang_finfo_mods = "Moderators:";
$lang_finfo_inactive = "Inactive Members:";
$lang_finfo_readu2us = "Total Read U2Us:";
$lang_finfo_supadmins = "Super Administrators:";
$lang_finfo_supmods = "Super Moderators:";
//Forum Info Lang End

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Step 2:

Open File: tools.php

Find Code At Very Bottom:

end_time();
eval("$footer = "".template("footer")."";");
echo $footer;
?>

Add Code Above:

if($action == 'foruminfo') {

$query = $db->query("SELECT COUNT(*) FROM $table_members");
$members = $db->result($query, 0);

$query = $db->query("SELECT COUNT(*) FROM $table_threads");
$threads = $db->result($query, 0);

$query = $db->query("SELECT COUNT(*) FROM $table_posts");
$posts = $db->result($query, 0);

$query = $db->query("SELECT COUNT(*) FROM $table_u2u");
$u2us = $db->result($query, 0);

$query = $db->query("SELECT COUNT(*) FROM $table_whosonline WHERE username LIKE 'xguest123'");
$gonline = $db->result($query, 0);

$query = $db->query("SELECT COUNT(*) FROM $table_whosonline WHERE username NOT LIKE 'xguest123'");
$monline = $db->result($query, 0);

$query = $db->query("SELECT COUNT(*) FROM $table_members WHERE status = 'Moderator'");
$modmems = $db->result($query, 0);

$query = $db->query("SELECT COUNT(*) FROM $table_members WHERE status = 'Administrator'");
$adminmems = $db->result($query, 0);

$query = $db->query("SELECT COUNT(*) FROM $table_forums WHERE type='forum'");
$forums = $db->result($query, 0);

$queryc = $db->query("SELECT COUNT(*) fid FROM $table_forums WHERE fup='$fid'");
$forums = $db->result($query, 0);

$query = $db->query("SELECT COUNT(*) FROM $table_forums WHERE type='forum' AND status='on'");
$forumsa = $db->result($query, 0);

$query = $db->query("SELECT COUNT(*) FROM $table_members WHERE postnum = '0'");
$inactive = $db->result($query, 0);

$query = $db->query("SELECT COUNT(*) FROM $table_u2u WHERE readstatus='yes'");
$readu2us = $db->result($query, 0);

$query = $db->query("SELECT COUNT(*) FROM $table_members WHERE status = 'Super Moderator'");
$supmodmems = $db->result($query, 0);

$query = $db->query("SELECT COUNT(*) FROM $table_members WHERE status = 'Super Administrator'");
$supadminmems = $db->result($query, 0);
?>








}

Find Code:



Add Code After:

-

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Step 3:

Open File: cp.php

Find Code:



Add Code After:

-

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Step 4:

Open File: cp2.php

Find Code:



Add Code After:

-

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Step 5:

Now assuming you backed up all the effected files by this hack you may now proceed to upload the new files to your board over the old ones.
Now go to http://whateveryourdomainis.com/yourforum/tools.php?action=foruminfo

This is just a fix will take out the spaces in member sig

and will look better ..

If you don't like just uninstall it..

To Do..

Edit VIEWTHREAD.PHP

FIND :


if($post[usesig] == "yes") {
$post[sig] = postify($post[sig], '', $sigbbcode, $forum[allowsmilies], $SETTINGS[sightml], '', $forum[allowimgcode]);
eval("$post[message] .= "".template("viewthread_post_sig")."";");
}


REPLACE WITH:


$rowspan = "rowspan="3"";
if($post[usesig] == "yes") {
$post[sig] = postify($post[sig], '', $sigbbcode, $forum[allowsmilies], $SETTINGS[sightml], '', $forum[allowimgcode]);
eval("$usersig = "".template("viewthread_post_sig")."";");
$rowspan = "rowspan="4"";
}else{
unset($usersig);
}



EDIT VIEWTHREAD_POST TEMPLATE

FIND:






REPLACE IT WITH:






FIND:



$post[subject]$post[message]







ADD BELOW :


$usersig


EDIT VIEWTHREAD_POST_SIG TEMPLATE

REPLACE EVERYTHING WITH




$post[sig]





ENJOY iT!

How are you all doing?

My mom and sister's "family" depress me.
So after work yesterday i went to CBS for an hour then went to the movies with my bro and Clownly and some other guys. We saw scarey movie 3. And i got home at about 12:30am. I got off of work at like 8:30pm. So this morining my mom fucking yells at me so much about how we should not have been out all night.
But i'm out all night when i work at night.. and then she goes off on what if she would have needed to use the car, and i'm like "where would you go at 11:00 pm?" and she like "thats not the point" and screams and yells at me some more.
I don't get it,
So why did she give naggaroth the mini van, to keep? Yea nag finally moved the fuck out, but they are at the house everyday dropping off their kids, making beji (my grandma) watch them. and shes old. and its not fair to her. so i stand up and say thats wrong and i get shot down by everyone..
I begin to wonder if its even worth the trouble anymore. I work 5 days a week, 10 hours per day then goto school 4 days a week. and yet its a crime if i go out to see a movie. that women is a control freak.

i saw a spider in my room, i'm not afird of spiders and don't find them yucky or anything, but it was big so i was kinda just watching it crawl around. Last night the heating wouldn't turn on and it was really cold, so my brother fixed it by himself, for the first time without my dad their to tell him or show him or anything. And while i was laying in bed thinking about that i thought about how i raked the leaves all by myself this year, without my dad telling me or me helping him. It was a bit sad.

a lot, its been hurting almost all day, so have my lungs. my ulcers have goten worse i've now got internal bleeding. time to call my doc. i don't like docs and hospitals.
oh what will become of me?